Thursday, June 02, 2005
Today in my frank opinion, is a very unproductive day. I felt as if I was totally wasting my time, doing things that I shouldn't be doing when there were more important things to be done. I feel abit irritated, but nevertheless, what has been done is already done. I am not one to complain and whine around, but I CANNOT stand the fact that I wasted my time.
Anyways, I think the upcoming weeks are gonna be quite busy for me.. MSG Yong is taking weeks of leave, and he being the pillar of IT support in the office, I predict there is gonna be alot of work that would be thrown to us. But hey, not that I am not used to it. Even CPT Teo has to come down to help out. Wah. Better prepare myself.
I have been thinking about certain relationships recently, and frankly, I feel that it would be better ending them. I seriously do not know.. Confused I am. All the irritance and anger, I think I would be better off without. Not to mention sometimes for no reason people get cold on you for no particular reason. Gimme a break. I am not here to please you. I am here as a friend and nothing else. If you have a problem or something, kindly speak out to me. That should be the way. And not keeping it inside you and then giving people an attitude that isn't very nice. Hey, come on, people take off time to hang out with you all, and yet you treat them as if they are your source of problems. You have something you find that is not right, just say it out. I am not gonna destroy you or something. ^^ I must commend Jourdan my colleague today. He did the right thing by sitting us down and ironing things up. Ladies and gents, that should be the way in friendship. =) (I am a blunt person~ But I am learning to be more sensitive to others.. SO give me some time ya?)
Today, Jerie called me today with interesting news. A secondary school friend, thought to have already lost contact, suddenly contacted her regarding financial issues. This got me worried abit and frankly I would seriously like to find out what is going on. I am unsure of the situation, but should there be anything I can help with, I am ready to do so. But first, lemme get to the bottom of the situation, then I'll decide the next course of actions. Oh Jerie, have a safe trip ya? I'll try to catch you in the near future for a cup of coffee or something. ^^
Ok. I am exhausted. Got my quiet time to do, and an offering message to prepare. Busy Busy. Good night all!
