Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Come to think about it, I seem to be spending lesser and lesser time with my cell group... Gone are the days where I can have a fruitful fellowship with them anymore, given my responsibilities in ministry. I love my cell; leader and my fellow members, but seriously la, I am more closer to people outside of my cell, namely my brethrens and some other closer friends, churched and unchurched.
Serving in ministry with my current roles has indeed been a great sacrifice. My fellowship has probably been cut into half, since I most likely don't get to see them on Sundays, with the addition that by the time I finish, they already went home. I feel like a stranger sometimes.. haha... But hey, I have no regrets. I chose to serve, I shall serve to my fullest. I was already told earlier that being one of the leaders and taking up my current role will affect my time with the cell. I knew the result, and I chose to go ahead. No turning back.
I sincerely hope that I can have better fellowship and time with my cell group. I do wanna get to know everyone in the cell more, and also contribute more in the cell. The most ironic thing I actually thought was coming to the cell and being mistaken for a new friend. Heh. Well, things will get better as time goes...
